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Date:2014-04-06 03:33
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Does anyone still use this shithouse website?

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Date:2012-12-03 02:30
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Nicki if you're still out there, I miss ya, doubt this will ever be read, but I tried, worth it.

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Date:2012-02-18 05:42
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Tell em what it is, I'm takin' great strides,
Hood ni**as, hipsters, I ain't trying to take sides,
Ex-Girlfriend on my mind, she really fucked me up,
Doing shots of whiskey 'till my friends are saying that's enough,
I really, really miss her, sometimes I wanna fuck it all,
Mix some warm Guinness with 20 tablets of tylenol,
Call em while I'm drifting off, tell her that I love her so,
Parents crying harder cause I didn't even leave a note,
Saying that I'm selfish and I'm sorry that I left,
But it hurts so much to wake up and I left you guys a check,
Cause I ain't fucking happy, you don't know shit about me,
I think it started when she said she happier without me,
I really can't blame her cause I'm happier without me.

I ain't gonna be around forever,
So fuck it all.

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Date:2011-09-17 04:52
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My heart feels dead inside
It's cold and hard and petrified

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Date:2011-07-23 03:04
Subject:Yet again Mr. Clapton reads my mind...
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I don't care if you never come home.
I don't mind if you just
Keep on rowin'away on a distant sea
cuz I don't love you and you don't love me.

You cause a commotion when you come to town

You give 'em a smile and they melt.
Having lovers and friends is all good and fine
But I don't like yours and you don't like mine.

La la la ...

I don't care what you do at night oh
I don't care how you get your delights
I'll leave it alone
I'll just let it be
I don't love you and you don't love me.

I got a problem
Can you relate?
I got a woman
Call it love-hate.
We made a vow
we'd always be friends.
How could we know that promises end.

La la la ...

I tried to love you for years upon years
But you refuse to take me for real
It's time you saw what I want you to see
That I'd still love you if you'd just love me.

I got a problem
Can you relate?
I got a woman
Call it love-hate.
We made a vow
we'd always be friends.
How could we know that promises end.

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Date:2011-07-07 02:02
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Hate, hate, hate. Its overwhelming.

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Date:2011-06-30 04:42
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If for some reason you still read this, this is for you...

It's gotten to the point where I am no fun anymore, I am sorry.
Sometimes it hurts so badly I must cry out loud, I am lonely.
I am yours, you are mine, you are what you are, you make it hard.

Remember what we've said, and done and felt about each other, oh babe, have mercy.
Don't let the past, remind us of what we are not now, I am not dreaming.
I am yours, you are mine, you are what you are, you make it hard.

Tearing yourself away from me now, you are free and I am crying.
This does not mean I don't love you, I do, that's forever, yes, and for always.
I am yours, you are mine, you are what you are, you make it hard.

Something inside is telling me that I've got your secret. Are you still listening?
Fear is the lock and laughter the key to your heart and I love you.
I am yours, you are mine, you are what you are
and you make it hard, and you make it hard, and you make it hard, and you make it hard.

Friday evening, Sunday in the afternoon, what have you got to lose?
Tuesday morning, please be gone, I'm tired of you what have you got to lose?
Can I tell it like it is, listen to me baby-
it's my heart that's a suffering, it a-dying and that's what I have to lose.

I've got an answer. I'm going to fly away, what have I got to lose?
Will you come see me Thursdays and Saturdays? What have you got to lose?

Chestnut brown canary, ruby throated sparrow,
sing a song, don't be long, thrill me to the marrow.
Voices of the angels, ring around the moonlight,
asking me, said, she so free, how can you catch the sparrow?
Lacy, lilting lyrics, losing love lamenting. Change my life, make it right, be my lady.

What joy Cuba brings to me,
The Queen of the Caribbean Sea.
What sunny skies they have there,
And how sad it is that I cannot go.
Oh go, oh go, go....

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Date:2010-05-15 02:49
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I feel like a terrible person, and this is the only place I can openly say that without the majority of people seeing it.

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Date:2007-07-15 12:57
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I suddenly have no reason to want to stick around here anymore, august couldn't come faster.

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Date:2007-06-22 23:14
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Mingle2 - Free Online Dating




Yeah, I'm a total nerd, but I'd definitely out-live all you suckers when the zombies come to HARVEST OUR BODIES.

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Date:2007-06-20 02:06
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Alocohol is the best invention ever. Period.

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Date:2007-06-03 17:06
Subject:My current theme song...
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Mood: numb

Hello?
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me,
Is there anyone at home?
Come on now,
I hear you're feeling down.
I can ease your pain.
And get you on your feet again.
Relax,
I'll need some information first.
Just the basic facts.
Can you show me where it hurts?

There is no pain, you are receding
A distant ship smoke on the horizon
You are coming through in waves
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying
When I was a child I had a fever
My hands felt just like two balloons
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain, you would not understand
This is not how I am
I have become comfortably numb

O.K.
Just a little pin prick
There'll be no more aaaaaaaah!
But you may feel a little sick
Can you stand up?
I do belive it's working, good
That'll keep you going through the show
Come on it's time to go.

There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship smoke on the horizon
You are only coming through in waves
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying
When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown
The dream is gone
And I have become
Comfortably numb...


I promise I'll get around to updating this thing more regularly, its long overdue.

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Date:2007-03-08 08:27
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Cows, they're real.

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Date:2007-01-02 16:55
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Mood: confused

It was a fine day in the fifth grade
when mary may let bobby walk her home from school
he had her books in hand
and he was listening to every word she said
like it was the gospel of the prophecies
and he loved the way her hair fell across her dress
went home singing who wrote the book of love
and try a little tenderness

the next day on the playground
bobby sat mary down on the swingset behind the sandbox
and she said, "bobby i just wanna play,
so what is it you have to say?"
he said, "mary, marry me.
we could live out by the sea
like they do on the movie screen.
oh, marry me, mary may,
before you go back to play"

it was graduation day
they were waiting on a plane to take mary away
said, "theres nothing left for me here but you
bobby, i hope you can find yourself through
theres so much that i wish to know
and i have to do this on my own
and i hope you can understand
bobby, write me when you can"

he said, "take my highschool ring
so time to time now you can think of me
and there's just one more thing before you leave"

he said, "mary, marry me
we could live out by the sea
oh, like they do on the movie screens
oh, marry me, mary may,
before you fly away"

theres so much time has past since that day
and mary stopped writing years ago
and bobby never took his music on the road
guess he never really gave up hope
though mary shes got everything she thought she wanted
got a phd, she is an independent business woman
climbin' up the corporate ladder
though it really dont seem to matter,
she is lonely beyond belief
so one day she went home
looking for the only love she'd ever known

she found him once again
playing circuit at the holiday inn
still singing the song about the one he lost long ago
just goes to show you never know

she took his hand in hers
not everything she had planned and rehearsed
she said, "bobby, marry me
we could live in a apartment building with the window hue
we could take in movies on the weekend
or plan our vacation
take a honeymoon by the sea
oh bobby, wont you just marry me?
wont you just marry me?
oh please, marry me"

it was a fine day in the fifth grade
mary may let bobby walk her home from school

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Date:2006-08-11 23:10
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Mood: rushed

Back from Canada.



great


shootmeinthefuckingface

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Date:2006-06-10 00:53
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Mood: chipper

It's my firm belief, that the best water, is water straight out of a hose.

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Date:2006-04-30 18:57
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Mood: complacent

Any minute now my ship is coming in
I'll keep checking the horizon
And I'll stand on the bow
And feel the waves come crashing
Come crashing down, down, down on me

And you said,"Be still, my love
Open up your heart
Let the light shine in"
Don't you understand?
I already have a plan
I'm waiting for my real life to begin

When I awoke today suddenly nothing happened
But in my dreams I slew the dragon
And down this beaten path
And up this cobbled lane
I'm walking in my own footsteps once again

And you say,"Just be here now
Forget about the past
Your mask is wearing thin"
Let me throw one more dice
I know that I can win
I'm waiting for my real life to begin

Any minute now my ship is coming in
I'll keep checking the horizon
And I'll check my machine
There's sure to be that call
It's gonna happen soon, soon, oh so very soon
It's just that times are lean

And you say,"Be still, my love
Open up your heart
Let the light shine in"
Don't you understand?
I already have a plan
I'm waiting for my real life to begin

Hey heyeyeyeyey
Hey yeeeeeee
Hey heyeyeyeyey
Eeh eeh eeh eeh eh x5

On a clear day
I can see, see for a long way

On a clear day
I can see, see a very long way

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Date:2006-04-07 01:33
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You scored as Capt. Mal Reynolds. The Captain. You are the captain of the ship, so the crew are your responsibility. You just want to do the job, get paid and keep flying. Why is that always so hard?

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Zoe Alleyne Washburne

81%

Capt. Mal Reynolds

81%

Kaylee (Kaywinnet Lee) Frye

69%

Simon Tam

69%

River Tam

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The Operative

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Inara Serra

56%

Shepherd Derrial Book

50%

Hoban 'Wash' Washburne

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Jayne Cobb

25%

Which Serenity character are you?
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Date:2006-03-12 14:08
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Mood: chipper

Yeah, no real update today, sorry folks, I know you're all so very dissapointed, oh well, suck it up, pansies.

Anyway, the reason for my brief return to livejournal.
I'm having a spring break party at me house, and if you're reading this, you're pretty much invited, unless you're Marko, whos too much of a junkslut to come back for a week.

The part-ays going to be on Saturday the 25th, from 6:00 pm 'till whenever my mom kicks us out. There might be food, if you're lucky, and I'll probally be up to my usual pyro antics, so come prepared. Unfortunatly, the pool will most likely not be open in time, if I do manage to fight off whatevers living in there I'll leave a note here to bring swimsuits, but I wouldn't count on it.

My address, for those who don't already know (shame on you) is 10874 Bromwell Lane, and if you're stupid and can't use mapquest, you can reach me over AIM or my (temporary) cell number, 513-378-9902 for directions. I'd also appreciate some sort of confirmation so I can get a general idea of how much food you pigs need. ;)

Hope to see everyone there, and if not, I hope your spring break goes MISERABLY.

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Date:2005-12-12 18:56
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Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In May I ruled Iran as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points). Last Monday I signed my organ donor card (28 points). In November I pushed scrubscorch in the mud (-17 points). Last month I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). In April I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-696 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal!

Sincerely,
Menemeth

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Coal? COAL?! THATS ALL I GET?! I spend years oppressing innocent people and I get a lousy lump of coal, bah, oh well, maybe I can trade it in for some plutonium...

Oh, by the way, HOWS THE MUD TASTE CANDACE?! MUAHAHA!

PS, Everyone should listen to OAR, they are in a word, remarkable.

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